(first performed at woodstock 94")   Years of self denial make me put it inside   And when it comes time to get real all I can do is hide   Oh, I'd like to get out from underneath these walls   Sometimes I look back at my life and I wonder if I've gone too far      Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all   And I wonder if I belong to you   Oh, I try to get out from underneath these walls   But so many times I've reached out and I ... somethin' at all      Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all   And I wonder if I belong to you   Somethin' in your eyes sees right to me, right through me   Like you knew me, I hope you do   Don't wanna know about any of this horror   Don't wanna feel all the pain in the world   Don't wanna know about any of these nightmares   Don't wanna stand alone in my room      I think I'm ready to be pulled out   I been hangin' round this place for so long - please get me out   I'd like to have somethin' more to show than all this pain   The things that go on in my life I can't explainn