Another memory and I'm asking myself   Why can't I let the past be the past   Once and for all take a hold of the future   And not let it control what I aspire to have      I see where my decisions have brought me   What's done is done and it's time to start again   Can't let it tear me in two or waste me away   I gotta believe      'Cause this is now   How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today   This is now   If I control myself I control my destiny      This is now   How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today   This is now   If I control myself I control my destiny      What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am   There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on   I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive   I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied      But this is now   How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today   This is now   If I control myself I control my destiny      This is now   How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today   This is now   If I control myself I control my destiny      If I control myself I control my tomorrow   I got to change today   'Cause this is now   Now, now      'Cause this is now   How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today   I must control myself if I'm to control my destiny   'Cause this is now      This is now   This is now   How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today   This is now   If I control myself I control my destiny      'Cause this is now   How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today   This is now   If I control myself I control my destiny