Here I go in that flow   Everything is allowed   It's the last show, sold out   Every seat's taken   I put on my smile and start the faking   I play my part so well it'll make you cry   I'll never be the same but you don't mind   I pour out my soul up on that stage   I'm in control look at my face   It's all good, I won't lose my mind   Just take you by surprise when I die   Sometimes I wish that I did, for real   Now I don't have the time to heal   All these wounds I made look so real   They still keep hurting me   ”Yo, what the deal why don't you stop the crying?”   thay ask me, it's all inside me   forever lasting   I fly so high, I fall so hard      It's time for curtain call ' last time was enough for me   This time not gonna lie down, gonna stand up with my own too feet      I'm that kind that you don't wanna trust   When I smile is when I wanna bust   When I feel free is when I'm locked up   And when I love, you know what's up   I look at the crowd in this beautiful night   So nice, how they smile   I made them feel good, I treated them right   I gave 'em what they wanted   I fed their minds, With their hands in the air   They cry: ”do that again, make it look real”   and I will, cause I'm their little puppet   I got my mask on, can nobody stop it   But behind the smile is where it all happens   Behind the curtain is where I start lacking   So please tonight just leave me alone   And give me a chance to be on my own   I'll fly so high, I'll fall so hard