I choose my words   Carefully   Each one is a piece of me   And I'm so afraid    Of being misunderstood      I choose my faces    Thoughtfully   While you think    You've got a read on me   Intended to be misunderstood      Oh    But why did I choose to be like this   I'm standing here   Completely wasted   Are all these things predetermined   To wreck me   Completely wasted      I choose my vices daringly   Some may have a grip on me   Befriended   Oh to change my head   I choose my lovers   Cautiously   Shame soaked eyes    And secrecy   Unamended   But needy eagles fed      Why did I choose to be like this   I'm standing here   Completely wasted   Are all these things so determined   To test me   Completely wasted      Na na na na na      Why would I choose to be like this   I'm standing here   Completely wasted   Is everything predetermined   To shake me   Completely wasted      Oh    But why did I choose to be like this   I'm standing here   Completely wasted   Are all these things predetermined   To wreck me   Completely wasted      Na na na na na