If I could love you   If you had came into my life before   If I could turn and walk away   I would if I could but I can't so please understand      If I could kiss you   If I could hold you in my arms awhile   If I could be with you tonight   I would if I could but I can't so please understand      Baby, baby, baby   I've been wondering   Whatcha doing now   And how your life has been      And now I see you baby   'Cuz you're back again   And you wanna know   If we can kick it again?      But so much has changed now   I gotta man and some kids   I've got responsibilities   So I can't just up and leave   But I wanted you to know that      "It's our secret baby"   Is what you said to me   But there's too much at stake   My home, my family      The thought is tempting baby   But I won't be weak   Can't go out like that   Never, no way, no how not me      Another life, another space   Another time, another place   But not right here and now   I gotta honor my sacred vows      Passions high, desire strong   It's feeling right but this is wrong   And I'm not that kinda girl   I gotta go home to my world