Why did I listen to those words and why do I feel that shame   Why was it sickening to see the truth within?   Why did it burn to play that game?   I gotta stop myself from holding on to nothing that is there   But if everything is dead and gone why is the shot of guilt still there      Coz she’s like a raincloud always hanging over me   She’s the poison pill she’s out to kill fill my lungs and leave me be   She’s like a raincloud always hanging over me   She’s the poison pill she’s out to kill fill my lungs and leave me be      Why were there so many voices inside my head telling me I’m sane?   Why were there so many choices?   If they all made me complain and complain again   I gotta stop myself from holding back if it’s all I’ve got, all I have   Where you can sell my name display my shame   Coz I fell and now I’m out of the game      Coz she’s like a raincloud always hanging over me   She’s the poison pill she’s out to kill fill my lungs and leave me be   She’s like a raincloud always hanging over me   She’s the poison pill she’s out to kill fill my lungs and leave me be