And what about the times   Now I'm grabbing out at breaking glass   An attempt to find a memory   That makes it seem glorious or at least okay      But all I have is me   In a razor caught off guard as you brush by   The alarm wakes me out of bed   And the dream I was just having simply fades away      And blindly do I see   At the sunlight I am freezing   And as I start to come around, I want to fall back to the ground   Roll over and make sense again      But it's too late I am awake   And it's sensation, I can't fake as I try my best to pretend   But once you wake up   You just can't fall back asleep anymore      I know it isn't fair   But once you're aware   You can back track all you want   You can mourn for what's gone   But you're up either way   You better deal with your day      I remember I was tired   In fact I still have some sleep in my eyes   So I got all warm and safe and numb   Figured I'd lie down and rest a while      Next thing came the morning   And you're shaking me and telling me to rise   And I would tell you anything   To stall and make you think or smile or cry      You see all I need is you   And then I start to understand what love does   Now there's so much that I can give   And I finally want to live      You know before I just didn't really ever care   And I'll do more than hold on   I want to celebrate the dawn   I don't ever want to go back to sleep I swear   But once you wake up   You can't just fall back to sleep anymore      I know it isn't fair   But once you're aware   You can backtrack all you want   You can mourn for what's gone   But you're up either way   You better deal with your day