I'll be silent in my solitude   Can't find my smile or my gratitude   I'm afraid of what I might do   'cause there's no me   If there's no me and you   I wish that I could open up your eyes   To feel the sun that burned in your mind      I can't deal with what you have done   Reincarnate I wonder who I might become   With the potential of a loaded gun   I could be as fresh as hard bubble gum   I don't have nothing, now I want me some   First some of you, then some of everyone      Oh darling since you've been away from me   I know how the pins feel in the bowling alley   They say love is something you feel but never see   When I see you I firmly disagree   I'm just trying to be all that I can be   Without destroying you   Or joining the army      Your ashes must be blowing everywhere   'cause I could still feel you and you're nowhere near   And though you didn't say so I can tell that you still care   We could've had it all but then nothing is fair   I still think about washing your hair   I wish I could've washed away all of your despair