I loved to hurt you   Without you ever knowing   I could desert you   Without you ever seeing me going      And all the monsters in your nightmares   Showed you could see me underneath my cloak   Do you know, do you know?   Baby, where did I go?      And in the mornings, baby, right before you woke   I would ask things that I never spoke   Does she know, does she know?   Baby, where did I go?      Maybe I was afraid to see you cry   Maybe you didn't need to cry   Maybe I can tell such a brilliant lie      I loved to hurt you   But you never felt a blow   I could kiss you and still you'd never know   Baby, where did I go?