Back when I was teething   When I was barely breathing   I crawled wall to wall   and I saw that something was missing   As time went by I was stronger   I couldn't take it no longer   I stood on my bed and I said   God, this isn't funny at all!   I need your attention, I've been meaning to mention   If you see her up there, tell her I said take care   I miss her and wish her a happy eternity      I can do this, if I get through this   I will send for you   If I can make it, if I can take it   I will send for you      Now that my shell's decaying   I hear my heartbeat saying   How long can one life take to live   God, this isn't funny at all   I'd sure like to go now   I really don't care how   A car crash, an earthquake, a day job I can't take   I miss her and wish her a happy eternity      I can do this, if I get through this   I will send for you (send for you)   If I can make it, if I can take it   I will send for you      Change of address, apartment's a mess   Hiding from Heaven, young man going west   Change of address, apartment's a mess   Hiding from Heaven, young man going west   Young man going west, young man going west   Hiding from Heaven, young man going west   Change of address, apartment's a mess   Hiding from Heaven, yeah      I can do this, if I get through this   I will send for you (send for you)   I can do this, if I get through this   I will send for you   If I can make it, if I can take it   I will send for you   Will send for you, will send for you   Heaven