Dear begetters, I'm understanding  Not as callous as you fantasize  If it's compassion, you are demanding  I've really given it, not before your eyes, please realize  Imagine me as a higher being  Imagine all the broken pieces I could mend  And eventhoung I'm dreaming now  Real is the love from me I'll send out to you...    I'd love to give them a stroke  Or tell them a joke  But this was too real  I screamed up to the sky:  "Exchange theirs for mine!"  But this was all too real!    Itried to help someone out  On a beautiful, shiney day  A task so simple  Yet making my life all grey  'Cos that day I had become the worst of devils  And I whished that I was dead  I almost took two lives away  Of people... of people I'll never forget!    I know... no one deserves this  I know... I'm the one to blame  I know... I never meant to harm anybody  I know... I'll be living in shame!