how fierce the fear  how thick the blood  how dim the glass  i look into and through  how sweet the fall  how swift the blow  how slow the rush  i catch perpetual limbo  how deep the cut  how dark the rift  how wide the wake  i weave i sink i drown in  how black the day  how red the moon  how pale the stars  that burn in pallid splendor  vision so strange  a welcome change  how true the Word  how tried the soul  how tired the wait  poised to kill the will the sacrifice  how dim the sky  how thick the blood  how fierce the love  that embraced the Death  to free the life  those Words tore at my soul  i feigned surrender now i've lost  control  moved by the Spirit of the mighty  God  He spoke - i'm shaken  my Pride, fallen away  steep was the Cross and the  price to pay  struck down in the presence of  the living God  made Alive from nothing  blessed, i'm Blessed  possessed by the One the Spirit  that moved me  healed without Scars  Made alive from nothing  Saved, i'm saved  by grace i'm Shaped  formed into being from the Earth  of my life  by the Hand of God  i'm made alive