In this night I need to call you, but all our lines are blown   If only you knew how empty I feel   Maybe then you're lonely too   And it's tearing through you like a puncture wound   Maybe no one knows what to do   When knowing we're alone   In a temporary home   Maybe we'll realize   It's a blessing in disguise   Well don't you know the sound of anger   Brings a dark result   Every insult is like a lightening bolt   So go home now oh you do not have one   To some guy that you don't know   And make a baby   That won't change my problem though   I spent the last three years setting myself   On fire for you, I spent the last three years   Never knowing if what you say is true   And it will be this way til one of us dies   Is that a blessing in disguise   And I tell myself what we're living for   And say rejoice evermore   Till one of us dies   Well I confess that so far happiness   Eludes me in my life   Better hurry up if it's ever to be mine   Better hurry up now if we're ever going to find   What we're living for   If it's not you anymore   I learn to sing   Evermore   Rejoice evermore