i hold a grudge against you   for everything you've done   they tell me to forget you   but that's not any fun   i push the pin piercing your hand   for every time you slapped my face   another silent reprimand   one chance to put you in your place   another pin between your eyes   for looking at me with disgust   another needle through your lips   for all your lies and my mistrust      and i'll be there   to watch you fall      i never meant to hurt you   so why did you hurt me   and when we all desert you   maybe then you'll start to see