Sometimes I feel like pretending to end it all   I could pack up my whole life into a paragraph or two   Newspapers would say I was a good kid,   Newspapers would say I was a tragedy   But those newspapers will never know,   Just like you never knew and you'll never know me   So if they say I'm dead but they can't find the body,   Wish me well.   I'll be diggin' ditches in Kentucky    Or a doctor up in Maine   Driving buses in California   First I'll live out a life and then I'll die;   Then I'll live out another life and then I'll die   And again and again and again.