i don't understand   but that's ok cause i don't have to   try to explain to you   things i can't undo   a bottle takes me in   i confess my every sin   i'm embarrassed of the past   afraid you'll see it      open wide, let me in   i'll confess my every sin   i was wrong as fools can be   i survived misery      i don't understand   the way...the way i'm feeling   torn and tired at best   but i'm still breathing...   taught to bottle feelings in   i remember what i did   i'm embarrassed of the past   i created      open wide, let me in   i'll confess my every sin   i was wrong as fools can be   i survived misery      then you slammed into me   and i felt for the first time in my life   you don't remember 'cause you were young and i was so in love with you...      solo      open wide, let me in   i'll confess my every sin   i was wrong as fools can be   i survived misery