Lost it! I'm caught in a rage   Like an animal locked in a cage   Now I look into the barrel of a gauge - doom!   Made me into a fool   Experimented on me like an animal   Turned me into a common criminal - criminal!   I lost it, but I gotta get with it   Motherfucker, now you're gonna get it   I ain't one that'll sit and forget it      I got into a war I can never win   Where the nightmare never, never ends   And I don't know what I'm saying   Got into a war with reality   That motherfucker it was waiting for me   And I lost again!   I lost again!      Took my dreams, ya left them there shattered   Took my hopes, ya dug in them and they splattered   Took my mind like it didn't even matter   Entered a world that I didn't belong   Thought I could take it but I stayed too long   Thought I could handle it, boy, was I wrong!      Fighting a war I can never win   Where the nightmare never, never ends   And I'm not into playing   Got into a war with reality   That motherfucker it was waiting for me   And I lost again!      Lost it! Lost again!   Lost it! Lost again!   Lost it! Lost again!   I lost it!      I went to war with reality   That motherfucker he was waiting for me   I never thought that this could happen to me - damn!   Down so low that I can't get no higher   When I was burning you put wood on the fire   You ain't nothing but a goddamn liar - liar!   Took all my strength now I tremble and drop   You got to be down to go over the top   Oh, god can't you make the laughter stop?      Died in a war I could never win   Where the nightmare never, ever ends   And I lost again   Got into a war with reality   That motherfucker it was waiting for me   And I lost again!      Liar, killer! Lost again!   I lost it!   Murder, killer! Hell I lost again!   No! No!   Cleanse me from your evil   You broke your promises!   What did I do to deserve this?      No one to save me from it!   Oh, lord plese have mercy   And now I've come to see it   Something's gone wrong with me   I guess I got lost in reality   Hell I lost again!      Sure ain't easy, hell I lost again!