Sitting here stressing at 2:30am   About how fast the year can go   I wonder where it went   If we start all over again, would it really work   I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me      Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear   Traumatised, I'm so scared to feel   Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep   Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet   Push the thought of you away   Do it today      I'm older than my years   Drowing in my tears   Surrounded by the fear   Since you went away, a year ago   At Christmas      You locked away your secrets   Kept them away from me   I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see   You wanna start all over again, make it work this time   But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine      I memorised, what you said to me   So surprised, it was hell to be   So frustrated with the way we were   Not a single word could make it work   Now look at us today   We blew it away      I'm older than my years   Drowing in my tears   Surrounded by the fear   Since you went away, a year ago   At Christmas