I feel stuck in here   I smell the stench of my own decay    I’ve been hiding out    though my fears and wasted years    are all exposed   there’s nothing left when they’re gone      Strip away my love   defuse all of my hate   peel off the smiles and moans   that I always fake   I’m hollow inside   exhausted and numb   talking to me is like a   dialogue for one      A lopped off torso   I clipped my wings to subdue my soul   and I will harden myself   until I reach the perfect bleach    of soothing pain    there’s nothing left when it’s gone