Blood hits the paper   as tears hit the floor   the world minus 3 now   what good is it for   but why can't I go too?   put me in the ground with you.      Pretend you're alive   Pretend the world's all right.      I want God's paintbrush   to make others cry   blot out the cheery sun   and blacken the sky      I'm so alone wanna die   Please forgive me if I try.      Pretend you're alive   Pretend the world's allright,   Oh God I want them back,   and if not then put   me back.