I see myself standing beside my bed bad thoughts are going through my head   over and over I think of the past one good memory came to me at last       Every breath feels like a long long time fading pictures are crossing my   mind I want to live my life again maybe I will do much better then       I can't feel the pain I think I'm going insane    Heaven... is tomorrow lost to me forever trapped within the hour glass   rising... falling in and out in time slowly    drowning in the sand       I am all alone in this endless dream everyone is different so it has to be   I feel a cold wind blowing through my soul heaven is calling so I have to   go       I have to free my mind from thoughts that I believed were right it's very   hard to understand that this is apart of human life