Cold has come to fill my heart   to numb my head and bones   Paralysed and torn apart      Thick and heavy feelings flow   through my body turned to stone   Stiffened mind thoughts running slow      Dead man's image I can see   Had been killed so silently      Always been first to admit   but the very last to know   Didn't even know a bit   Couldn't see the foe      How could I have been so blind?   Says the man stabbed from behind      Every lie I had believed   everything you misconceived   every sign I didn't see   the mirror showing me      And what a long lying   what a wrong trying   and I knew I had to go   like it was the only thing to know   And I know it was the only way   not a single word left to say   So without a word I turned my back away   Silently I shut the door   to end the conflict stop the war      All that was it will be nothing   There is nothing left to say   not a word not a single word to say      All that could have been it won't be   Here comes the final day      Nothing's like it was before   just no connection anymore   and what a long dying   such a wrong crying   And I knew I had to grow   had to never let a weakness show   had to push the memory far away   had to try to find myself a better way   Every tear I didn't hide   a tiny little suicide   Every second by your side   a minute more of giving up my pride      Cold has filled my heart again   and turned my blood to stone   No sun so warm to warm you when   you're naked and alone   Pictures in my head again   that never will be shown   I'll return a stronger man   stonger than the one you've known      All that was it will be nothing   There is nothing left to say   not a word not a single word to say      Nothing there is nothing   Not a word no alert      You might change the way you dress   change the color of your hair   You'll always change your mind I guess   just like the clothes you wear   So if we ever meet again   a different time a different place   don't forget I'll know by then   you will never change your ways      Nothing will be nothing   Not a word not a hurt      You might have to wear a coat   weighing on you heavily   You might have to share the load   the load you put on me   There ain’t no way now to disclaim   you’ll always be the one to blame   So make a profit on the loss   be a party take your share   Nail your conscience to the cross   to the cross you let me bear      Nothing will be nothing   Not a word to be heard      By the way I honestly   thank you so much for teaching me   I've learned a lot you made me see   you are what I don't want to b