"I lost the last of my hope on that night   when the morning never came   Staring in the eye of all those ghosts of loss   And like the plague it crushed me   On the eve of a new moon"      I'm made of filth, of lies   No clean blood runs in me   I've turned to everything I hate   Black blood and dirt in a human shell      Leaving these trails of betrayal   Cold lifeless flesh, a so called man      Choking on the pain of others   In my own lies I drown   Happiness was all I reached for   But sure, no one deserves it   That dim light I still held, finally faded      There was so much in me that I trusted   But so little I knew   The weakness I held was stronger than anything   And it turned me into arrows for the ones I truly loved      Forgive me for falling   I know you all trusted in me   But I'm made of filth, of lies   No good blood runs in me      Forgive me all, no more hope