I said I wanna be this way   And I never wanted to feel this way   Beat down and broken      If I could get away some time   Take it all above my mind   Maybe find myself again      Shoot it in my veins   Trying to take away this pain   Maybe find myself along the way      Nothing left to lose I'm on my way   'Cause I realized you're too late   Syphilic (?) retribution      If I could get away some time   Take it all above my mind   Maybe find myself again      Shoot it in my veins   Trying to take away this pain   Maybe find myself along the way      Gotta try and find another way   Before it is too late   Beat down and broken      If I could get away some time   Take it all above my mind   Maybe find myself again      Shoot it in my veins   Trying to take away this pain   Maybe find myself along the way