I spiral down the mountain   Sandcastles built in my head   I spiral round confusion   Seeking answers instead   And in my illusion   Echoings of words that you said   I spiral round illusion   Seeking truth instead      Every time I close my eyes   Will you be there for me   Will you care for me   And every time I loose control   I'll wanna let you go   Or will you just let go      I spiral round confusion   Smashed in the box in my head   My childhood perceptions   Echoing everything you did   And in-between illusion   I search for the cracks in the red   And all the lies that drown me   I seek to breathe and I can't find my head      And every time I loose my mind   What will you take in me   What will you break in me   And every time I loose control   I'll wanna let you go   I thought you oughta know      Every time I loose my mind   You'll run away from me   Or will you stay with me   And every time I loose control   You'll walk away from me   Or will you marry me      I spiral down the mountain   Sandcastles built in my head   I spiral round confusion   Seeking answers instead