Spiders are jumping into the light   Spiders on my skin, white night   Some ice-cold whisky flows in my brain   Deeper and deeper, cold are in my veins      This is my cell where I used to walk   This is my hell, well it's full of smoke   I saw the devil, I met a friend   I felt evil breathing at the end      I am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creep   I am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gun      There goes a night train   Right to nowhere   Tied to my ankles   Black ruby chains      Falling from the ceiling   Running on the floor   Steeling my anguish   Breaking my door      Am I a loner, am I so cold   I need a lover, let's go home   Some ice-cold whisky flows in my brain   Deeper and deeper, cold are in my veins      I am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creep   I am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gun      I am the gun   I am the gun   I am the gun