if my guts spilled on the street   would you tell me that you cared?   & if my blood spilled on your sheets   would you really be there?      you just tell me that i choose   so i choose death   & you're so full of what you want   so i'm just gonna die      when i cry, do you hate me?   because you hate to see me cry?   if i died, would you love me?   would you know the reason why?      you still tell me that i choose   so i choose death   & you're so fucking full of what you want   so i'm just gonna die      you've got my number on the wall   so why don't you ever fucking call?   why can't you show me that you wanna be my friend?   yeah, yeah girlfriend   "soul sisters to the end"      you just tell me that i choose   & you still tell me that i choose   this just tells me that i lose   so i'm just gonna die