You scream you cry no one hears you no one sees you   You're all alone at night; you're all alone in this life on one's self   All alone taking to myself wondering what comes next   I'm wondering why walking alone   I'll say goodbye to you and all I've ever known   I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to live   In this life I've lived more than once   Time will tell if I'll live again   So many nights for so many years I've thought about it now   What comes next for me?   Death in life of life in death   I can't think I'm losing my mind losing the fight   Growing up I'd never thought I'd turn out like this   Faking a smile falling to pieces turning on myself again   Do you know what comes next? Controlled since birth   Told how to live life   Told how to survive   With the stalker within