I cannot pretend; but I will try to.  This time I speak for us all.  It's just that sometimes I'm not that strong  But it's not that I feel alone.    With a little ecstasy  Don't put that shit in front of me  In time, I'll loose my mind  With a little ecstasy  Sit yourself down next to me  In time, I might find.   Find out who I'm supposed to be  Everything changes so quickly around me.  Have you ever had a thought that your not that smart, I bet you have  Take a minute, try to control your fate.   With a little ecstasy  Inhibitions? None to see!  In time I'll lose my mind  It's not ecstasy to me  I've had enough inside of me.  Only this time, I'll keep myself in mind.   In times when I feel along  I reach for you and you ease my pain  It's not ecstasy to me.  I've had enough inside of me.   This phony shit has played me for to long  Try it over and over even though I know it's wrong  Is my complacency keeping me down? Fuck That.   What have I done? This doesn't seem right  And if I lie on my back I'll be rolling over with out a fight  When I was sixteen I thought I could ignore the inevitable  Now I twenty eight looking in the face of the inevitable   With a little ecstasy  Inhibitions? None to see!  In time I'll lose my mind  It's not ecstasy to me  I've had enough inside of me.  Only this time, I'll keep myself in mind.