Your life was my nightmare, suffocate, muted, crushed your burden...  Existence...The end of your life become my obssesion...  The purpose which I wanted, desire to live for, I released by you by killing you  Forever you're gone!!!    [Solo: Pajak]    "...in pain I cried for my beloved" - Joy, relief, realization of life mission    Huge hangover was a blessing, alone to forget about you,  Not what I've done I still stick knife in your heart once again    And you still come back, worse...uglier...and more and more I hate you!!!    Blood on my hands - hot, uncongealed...I revel in the view in the thought that you've gone  I killed and I'll do it again, I'll kill my nightmare!!!    [Solo:Pajak]