The fear of losing an oblivious past  I would die alone, feeling that it cost me so much  My dreams and hopes are taken away  I see no light within the soul that used to light up my day.    The hopes and dreams, the counts I missed  You left me with no reason to cry, as I vanish.    My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up.  My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up high!    In a constant state of being I am not  I starve, my life taken away from me, I wither  My shadow is one you do not see  I abstract myself from my life.    I want to change but I shall not  I poisoned myself for too long with you  As I murder the world I defile myself.    Starve!    My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up.  My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up high!    The love I felt for so many years  Has died in an ocean of tears  I see the light of a new day come forth  As I hold my head up high, I will starve!