With this long ride home I search for the truth     Candid thoughts display my youth     Frustration Distraction so scared that I cant get out of this     I need to find my way home          What if I fell straight down then broke out of this mess that I've been living in     Could I get back the things youth took from me          There's no ringing on the telephone          When the world expects you to be beautiful     And you cant stand the site of your face in the mirror     We reach for things that turn to dust     I've been in the water to long I started to turn bad         What if I fell straight down     What if I fell straight down         There's ringing on the telephone     There is never anyone home          What if I fell what if I fell