Pacify the urge inside  I hurt myself again  You get the best of me  And so, how i get right  Get riddled inside  You gave me a new misunderstanding  Scraping my elbows in vein  I'm used to the pain  I've nothing to lose  When i'm winning the game  Of getting over you    I'm living a lie  You always leave me behind  For someone new  Now it's my turn to hate  Like you always do  I'll give you a taste  A dose of your own medicine    I feel love i feel pain  I mend in my own way  Following you in sad devotion  Broken heart broken spine  I gave you my life  You left me to die  From lack of oxygen  Scraping my elbows in vein  I'm used to the pain  Scraping my elbows in vein  I'm used to the pain  Here's something to use  When sedation gives way  I'm getting over you    I'm living a lie  You always leave me behind  For someone new  Now it's my turn to hate  Like you always do  I'll give you a taste  A dose of your own medicine    Won't get the best of me  No, not again  I'm not the enemy  Like you, still pretend  I won't let you forget  How you broke me down    I'm living a lie  You always leave me behind  For someone new  Now it's my turn to hate  Like you always do  I'll give you a taste  A dose of your own medicine