Crying I cannot believe the world that I see  Is not for me  Praying please take me home  I'm here all alone and slowly I fade  If you could see my misery  Would you believe in opacity?    The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaught  Caused by reality  21 long years of pain is more than I can take  I'm sick and tired of your moral standards  This world is built on fake  Cause I can see the truth, behind your every lie  I swallowed them so many times that I'm almost dead inside    I'm dreaming away from this world I hate  I'm building my own religion  Can't look back cause I'm so afraid that I will end up, just like you  You might call me suicidal, but I'm not the one to blame  I hate the way you look at me I'm not a part of this game  If you could see the truth behind each and every lie  If you could see the agony I'm building up inside    Pain is my friend  Life's just a game  Take me away from here    I push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fate  I replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hate  I run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mind  I'm living in the opacity you left me behind    Heal my wounds. Burn all my sorrow  Make me smile. After tomorrow  I hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look inside  And pain is what you'll find  All alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like home  Nothing can hurt me  Heal my wounds  Burn all my sorrow  Make me smile. After tomorrow