As I slowly close my eyes  I can see what I once had  Screaming out loud but no one hears  Surrounded by emptiness  I clench my teeth to hold back the tears    The fire that burned is now dying down  I cannot hope no more  Do not dare to believe  Erased emotions, denial of lust  I fear the pain of being left alone    Lies to myself, just want to forget  Years of joy turns to despair  Tries to get through the mist of love  And I cry along the way    Thoughts goes around in my bitter mind  Confused, tries to understand  My soul is empty, Im dying inside  I want to find the path that leads back to life