I can barely find the words to say feeling  Your world we live is drenched in shade stealing  A life it takes to have it all  Getting older now I slowly drown  I’ve tried to run I’ve tried to hide I know  The more I try the less I find waiting  The day you come and took it all  The day that I lost it all    There’s not much left of who I used to be  I’m drifting further everyday  All this time I’ve wished my life goodbye  I write your name down on this page  Strike a match and watch the flame  This horror, it’s over, it’s time to find myself again    And maybe I’ll fall but I can’t live this way  The tears of the gods how they rain down on me  Your world that we live while mine fades away  Before I just drown I’ll be so far from here    It seems I found my clarity flying  It’s taking back a part of me and I know  That if I ever have it all  That a moment it takes to fall  My time it burns up with the sun hiding  The day it all will come undone wasting  The years I spent out in your shade  Well today I reclaim my name    I take a breath of who I used to be  Just a little everyday  For all my time I wished my life goodbye  I write your name down on this page  Strike a match and watch you fade away  This horror, it’s over, it’s time to find myself again    And maybe I’ll fall but I can’t live this way  The tears of the gods how they rain down on me  Your world that we live while mine fades away  Before I just drown I’ll be so far from here    And I know you know when everything’s discovered  You’ll seek me out to take these things of mine  But in time you’ll learn our world was not forever  I’ve collected all the pieces of what was my name  And now the sky won’t rain    And maybe I’ll fall but I can’t live your way  The tears of the gods how they rain down on me  Your world that we live while mine fades away  Before I just drown I’ll be so far from here