I've been spending time alone  I'm thinking I should probably kill myself  If I don't go then everybody else  Goin' face down in their grave  No one acting like they should  They wanna act like they were part of this  Cut off my fingers and then want credit  If I walk with something good  All that I have, All that I knew  Nothing is worth the pain this world has put me through  It's all I have left    Now I question everything  Like who are friends and what is family  And what the hell it is I'm doing here  Really think that I should leave    All that I have, All that I knew  Nothing is worth the pain this world has put me through  It's all I have left    Now I'm spending time alone  Cause spending time with you has not been cheap  I'm thinking maybe that I'm not ready  To face the other way...