Trying to run from what you are  Afraid of being alive  Hands shaking body aching  The abuse left a permanent scar  So now to get by you do whatever it takes  You need your reality to hit your veins again  Don't try to blame anyone  Your blame is self chosen    Don't come looking for sympathy  'Cause you won't get it from me  You're nothing but a burned out wreck  That solves problems with another hit   The remedy in a bag  Served up on a spoon  Starts to serve it's purpose  To kill the pain!    Looking for the utopia you found the first time  Will you ever get there again  Increase the dose and soon you'll find out  Was it too much or just enough  The chemical satan has got you in his hell  Don't you think you're better off dead  Don't try to blame anyone  Your pain is self chosen    Don't come looking for sympathy  'Cause you won't get it from me  You're nothing but a burned out wreck  That solves problems with another hit   The remedy in a bag  Served up on a spoon  Starts to serve it's purpose  To kill the pain!    I need to kill the pain, kill it again  Need to release my pain, kill myself again   Traded your life for a fix    The remedy in a bag  Served up on a spoon  Starts to serve it's purpose  To kill the pain!    I need to  Release my pain  Help me to   Kill the pain