Dead inside eyes as cold as ice   This pain with in I can't deny   This time emotion pourin over   Anger hate joy and bliss and at   Times it don't compare to this   And I don't know which way to turn   I lost my way will I never learn?     They say it's best to have loved and   To have lost than never to have truly loved   At all, to try to fail to reach to   Touch the sun and fall, to win the   Fight but lose the war, overwelmed   I gasp for breath I'm drowning in my   Own restraints my frustrations clouds   My mind, I'll walk away leave it behind     My mind is made and there's nothing   You can say(x4)     What you see, what you see it's not   Really me a mere shell of what I once   Was, an empty shell of what I once was(x2)     They say it's best to have loved and   Lost than never to have truly loved   At all, to try to fail or reach to   Touch the sun and fall, to win the   Fight but lose the war, overwelmed   Gasp for breath I'm drowning in my   Own restraints my frustrations clouds   My mind, I'll walk away leave it behind     My mind is made and there's nothing   You can say(x4)     They say it's best to loved and lost   Regardless of the final cost   I've given all I have to give and in   The end tell me is it all worth it?     I can't take it will I make it through   This before it fuckin kills me, this is   Hopeless I have to stop this before I   Reach the point of no return, I can't   Feel it I feel numb now embrace the   Pain and find the strength to pull   Through it before I lose it   I have nothing I am nothing     My mind is made and there's nothing   You can say(x4)     Look what I've done, Just look what I've done(x3)