I was spat into this world   with nothing but my faith.   now i spit on the sun and this world   and silently grow up in discontent     a smouldering hatred pushing me forward   this soul is bruised and fucking tortured   martyred     you promised me compassion, i am still alone   you granted me salvation, i am still wounded up to the bone   your name will be cursed   for all eternity   and through all remorse and all regrets   this slaughtered soul will surely never forget