Waking up alone  and my dream is gone  Face another day    I’m feeling cold  my soul has holes  That will never heal    I’m so sick inside  got a twisted mind  Can no longer cope    I wish I could be happy but reality hurts  It brings me down and makes me lick the dirt    Looking back at life  then I realize  I’m not meant to be    How did I end up here  is it cause I fear  The world outside    I can’t hear a sound  and I can’t look out  Mostly my eyes are shut    I fear for my tomorrow cause it might be like yesterday  I felt all the sorrow and I cried in vain    Looking at the white walls with tears in my eyes  I don’t know why I’m here and why I’m alive  It’s so cold in here and no one hears me cry  When death calls my name I’ll gladly say goodbye    Night will soon be here  then I disappear  Into my own world    No one can hurt me there  and I feel no fear  Embraced by tranquility    Please don’t let me wake  my body shakes  I have left my life    Now I’m happy and reality doesn’t hurt  I’m underground, I’m buried in the dirt  No white walls surrounds me, now I’m free to fly  To leave this earth was a good way to say goodbye