Awake again...hopeless as tomorrow  I found a way to gaze at her just dreaming  of the way it would be  if we knew eachother brain to brain  then there's those days  I pass up chances face to face  So here I stand with my chances close to none  I know there's no way you'll be the one  I think too much of consequences    Empty again  Nothing is so trivial  I count the days upon my wrists with empathy  It's just every day we bleed to let them know we're here  We fall to the floor and their slight glances do us in  We choose the nights but we never make a sound  There's got to be some way you won't turn me down  Just one chance to turn you around    One more day it's said and done  It's been a while since I've had just one  Do you ever hear them say, "You do it to yourself"    And we must hide but keep our past  How can I go on here  With my face to the floor  It's windy again  Felt the sickness cover me  I just had to leave  The party here just weakens me  I walked alone on the boardwalk filled with drunken teens  I cannot compete  With all these boys who get what they need    Don't ever give up  It's the life that you've won  But sometimes I think you won't be the one  Be the one who resides in my arms  Who am I kidding?  To dream...never winning  It's 5:00 and there's no super or a star  They're the mirrors who tell us who we are  It's all so stupid  This game with cupid  We can never decide which route to fly  The streets are burning with our hearts inside    One more day it's said and done  It's been a while since I've had just one  Do you ever hear them say "you do it to yourself"    And we can't sleep without your voice  Why don't you just take us right into your soul  Then all this stuff would erase