I'm so stupid, I'm so dumb  I Blame myself for loosing you  Theres no point in changing    Close my eyes and breathe in deep  I'll just try to go to sleep  Maybe even wake up happy    I feel like im falling through a whole  Whats at the bottom I dont know  I need something to hold on to    Whatever happened to my friends  Whatever happened to innocence  I guess its time for me to go      Just when I think I'm gonna win  Is when it all starts up again  I slip and stumble    When theres no hope to pick you up  Just things to bring you down  It hits. Like no one cares  The world is over, I've lost  Falling endless  It won't get better, God I'm sorry  This is my poem, this is the end