Your lips are moving darling  I know your saying something  Its revolutionary   But Im not listening honey  Casual conversation  Im going through the motions  Inside Im dieing baby   I think Im going crazy  The judges nudge each other  They nod in recognition  Their conscious responding  To this divine condition  Inside my head I hear a choir of angels screaming  Why don't you  What's the matter?  Why  Shh   I try to myself  No I mustnt let it show  Shh  I gotta keep control  (Oh)  [Music]  You gaze into my eyes and  I know your seeing something  Its revolutionary but your not listening honey  A different hear and now I breathless to expectations  Id like reassure it  Don't look my hands shaking  They talk about me darling  Their voices loud as thunder  Its all that I can do to   Keep me from going under  If you could hear a voice  My upper lasting corner   Relentless mother-a-fucker  Why  Shh  I try to tell myself  No I mustn't let it show  Shh   I gotta keep control  (Aw) yeah yeah  And every second Im awake  And every second I'm survive  And every ounce that I posses  (Ohs)  Every second that Im hear  Every second on the edge  Every second I could blow  Uh uh uh uh  What if I feel them coming  Smash you a thousand pieces  What if I gave all up?  And gave it all away  Would you say I was crazy?  Would have let a minute  Would you embrace me darling?  Or turn and runaway  [Music]  Shh  I try to tell myself   No   I mustnt let it show  Gotta keep control  Shh  I try to tell my self  Oh  I m