So you try to tell me that I’m not the only one   I called you at the party when you were having fun with the other ones   You were too drunk to say things that would ever reach my heart   I stayed up late in my room playing MarioKarttm      CHORUS   and it was fun   even though all my friends were gone   yeah I’m having fun   it’s fun to stay out on my own   from high tide to low tide      I still wish that you could be here by my side.   I stayed up late at night and never dropped a tear   You know it’s hard for me ‘cuz you are never here    I wish you’d understand and call out for my name   If not you’ll stay alone like me it’s such a shame      Chorus      I used to close my eyes when you were next to me   Knowin’ you’re gone today just really makes me see   You were the bird at dawn that sang up to my room   …a flower that kept on growing, now I know my faith is doomed      Chorus      Shut my mouth so I may never say again how far you seem to me   wondering who’s to blame   you’ll close my eyes in peace because I never want to see myself again   no I never want to see myself again   tell me who am I really in this world ?