I wasted so much more than time   And the one with whom I was as one   Has now undone what came to be known as our love   Which could not contain all that which she'd become      I was flat out wrong   And with both hands on the days gone by   I gripped my eyes wide open   Because I can't sleep at night   The world is much too cold   Without someone there to hold me or to hold   That's the way it goes      And I always thought that I would die   If you ever told me goodbye   But it wasn't until tonight   Tonight, I found out I was right      I wasted almost all my life   Being so afraid to fail I hardly tried   I found a place to hide   I dove into you   I swam around, around inside      But I'm not the boy that you destroyed   I'm stronger than he was   I had to be to survive   I'm lucky to be alive   The me you left behind   Is still lying there   With his eyes froze open wide      And I always thought that I would die   If you ever told me goodbye   But it wasn't until tonight   Tonight, I found out I was right