This could be the very minute   I'm aware i'm alive   All these places feel like home   With a name i'd never chosen   I can make my first steps   As a child of 25      This is the straw, final straw in the   Roof of my mouth as I lie to you   Just because i'm sorry doesn't mean   I didn't enjoy it at the time.      You're the only thing that I love   Scares me more every day   On my knees I think clearer   Goodness knows I saw it coming   Or at least I'll claim I did   But in truth I'm lost for words      What have I done? It's too late for that   What have I become? Truth is nothing yet   A simple mistake starts the hardest time   I promise I'll do anything you ask, this time.