Well fuckin' pardon me   I never wanted this anyway   You dwell in a fantasy   That will never seem to exist      Falling into hands   Of "Crave" and "Desire"   Oblivious to the world   But focus onto you      This kiss is bliss   But you'll never understand   Attention deprives from me   Your losing a paradise      Fall down to begin again   I pause at this Beautiful Oblivion   A focus into beauty, A blur into life   A sudden blush of an eye      Should I say begone?   or should I say goodbye?   I say begone and goodbye   To a sunless paradise      I'm so far that I'm gone.   I'm lost and I never want to be found.