Now I can take this, everything I know   Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be   I can never change anything I've done   Because it's the only thing I have left   Blame yourself again for what I didn't do   Never even knew it was coming from me   It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come   Because I have gone too far now   Nobody   Changed my mind   And it leads me to a new disease   Somebody   Let it die   But it still becomes a new disease   Is this all worth what this has done to me   Watered down my senses and turned them on me   Fuck morality and everything I know   If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope   Impersonate myself for what I used to be   Denial is all that's left now   Nobody   Changed my mind   And it leads me to a new disease   Somebody   Let it die   But it still becomes a new disease   Seething in my head   I'm suffering instead   I can't remember why   This meant so much to me   Doubt   Did I ever want this?   It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been   Doubt   Did I ever want this?   It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be   Seething in my head   I'm suffering instead   I can't remember why   This meant so much to me   Nobody   Changed my mind   And it leads me to a new disease   Somebody   Let it die   But it still becomes a new disease