I open my eyes   I try to see   But I'm blinded by the white light   I can't remember how   I can't remember why   I'm lying here tonight      And I can't stand the pain   And I can't make it go away   No, I can't stand the pain      How could this happen to me?   I made my mistakes   Got nowhere to run   The night goes on as I'm fading away   I'm sick of this life   I just wanna scream   How could this happen to me?      Everybody's screaming   I try to make a sound   But no one hears me   I'm slipping off the edge   I'm hanging by a thread   I wanna start this over again      So I try to hold on to a time   When nothing mattered   And I can't explain what happened   And I can't erase the things that I've done   No, I can't      How could this happen to me?   I made my mistakes   Got nowhere to run   The night goes on as I'm fading away   I'm sick of this life   I just wanna scream   How could this happen to me?      I made my mistakes   Got nowhere to run   The night goes on as I'm fading away   I'm sick of this life   I just wanna scream   How could this happen to me?